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Possibility
<<2005-09-15 - 9:51 p.m.>>

Having a boyfriend doesn't mean I can't have crushes on boys, right?

Ana says Of course not, and That's why I love you, because I was thinking that this morning.

This morning Ken said, I love you so much; I was thinking about it as I was waking up, and this afternoon I smiled up at a broad-shouldered junior in my Shakespeare class who had come up behind me and asked, So, what's your name again?

You again! he said, passing me on my way out of the library. Stop following me around! I replied. Flipped my hair.

Chasing new crushes is like aspiring to alternate versions of self. Who would I be if I were with that boy? Possibility.

Meanwhile I slurp spicy won ton soup and read a book on Adorno and modernism. My first thesis book.

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