After a Bad Few Days
<<2003-11-05 - 1:25 a.m.>>

In the past twenty-four hours, all wakeful, I have eaten:

5 small pancakes
3 medium-sized sour pickles
3/4 slice of Provolone cheese
About 4 oz. mushrooms cooked in fat-free chicken broth and spices
2 cups of skim milk
A couple bites of chicken as I cooked it for tomorrow
1/12 white-chocolate-and-puffed-rice bar

I refrained from bursting into tears in Vollum.

I sent out the questions I needed to send out for my anthropology course. I am prepared for class tomorrow. At least for that one.

So, although I am currently a basket case and an eating-disordered freakshow, the world did not end today.

There is a knot in my throat. And in my stomach. But the one in my stomach is diagnosable.

It hasn't been a good few days.

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