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Inkling
<<2003-02-23 - 10:11 p.m.>>

I think maybe it doesn't have to be like this.

Okay, yeah, I sat glazedly at my computer all day today, zoning out and being bored and apathetic and ridiculous, and yeah, I very much did the comfort-food-eating, but then when Megan called, I met her for dinner and I told her I was having trouble, and I told her to try to engage me this week, and I felt, while I was with her, a bit like me again.

Is this what my life was like before I snapped out of it? Was this every day? Because if so...ick.

But yeah, I can see how a life of this would be sad and boring and unproductive.

Remember: learning experience.

Remember: this isn't me anymore. And this isn't going to become me again. Ever.

Remember.

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