phoenix {rising} |
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Lost: vocabulary, desire to express self. I haven't been in my room in more than a day. Also notable: I have three hundred things to say and can say none of them. For the past four days, I've planned an average of three entries a day in my head. Even thought up catchy titles. But made no entries. I have, once again, been having issues of intellectual adequacy—in a nutshell, if I am happier, does that mean I am less able to feel intense emotion? (This especially as it connects to reading and writing poems and seeing movies.) I wanted to write to people about it: Lori, Moira, Max...they would have been good letters, new and interesting and personal. But I didn't write. I haven't written a poem in a month and a half. Where are my words? |
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